“I don’t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night.

How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it can turn into anger so quickly.

How your best friend can become your worst enemy. Or when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.

How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same.

How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare.

How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.

How people can erase you from their lives ‘cause it’s just easier then working things out.”

Okay so no more quotes or photo only entries unless I'm lazy.

Everything have been okay I guess. School wise, horrible. I got a record breaking score for failing a paper. Never in my life have I gotten such a terrible grade. But then again, I pretty much deserved it.

Other than that, I've never been better (:

The bf's in army now and I miss him. I don't get to see him often but I'm so grateful for the weekends and the daily phone calls and texts. Gotta love counting down the number of days till he books out and every minute spent with him is the shizz. I can't wait for 26 November, please come already will you!

I pissed my pops off really badly the other night. To the extent where he teared. And my mom said something along the line of wanting to chase me out. What can I say really. I am sorry I'm not the kind of kid you want me to be. And will never be. But everything's okay now I suppose?

4 weeks to Bintan, 9 weeks to Bangkok.

Awesome.