Work this week has been so damn tiring.
12 hours of work almost everyday.
Setting up the buffet line, clearing plates, carrying more plates, washing plates, running to&fro, clearing the trash yada yada.
BUT YAY NEXT WEEK WILL BE MY LAST WEEK AT WORK.
And then I'll be staying at home to nua and possibly study all the way till school starts.

Ohh more about school.
I am starting to dislike school and my coursemates.

Take last Friday for example.
Some bloody smart alec idiot told the prof that the class was too quiet & non-interactive and suggested that everyone should divide into groups, discuss the questions and present the answers to the rest of the class.

I am all for group discussions actually, it makes you know your work better and all. BUT THE THING IS, I DON'T FREAKING UNDERSTAND WHAT IS BEING TAUGHT EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS COURSE. I have zero clue about what is going on and I don't know how the hell these nerds remember all the formulas.

If that wasn't bad enough, some girl that sat beside Siew Tin and me (damn suay have to sit beside the 2 of us because we have zilch idea on how to do the questions) and we asked her to teach us since she knew how to do. Oh and guess what she said after teaching us, "why am I giving all the answers?" HELLO IF WE KNEW HOW TO DO, WE WOULDN'T BE ASKING YOU TO TEACH US. AND WE ASKED YOU TO TEACH US, WE DID NOT COPY BLINDLY LOR. BITCH. Omg so annoying.

There was this guy who asked us why we chose this course. For obvious reasons we didn't say it was because of our gpa (later he think we very dumb what), we just said something along the lines of "didn't wanna continue with engineering, wanna switch to science".

He replied saying that it was a stupid reason and that we should have a passion for physics and we should love studying physics and blah blah he kept droning on as though he had joined the cult. LIKE SERIOUSLY?!!!! Who are you to judge.

I have always wanted to get into NTU ever since I got into poly. It was everything to me. Now that I'm a student there, I don't know what to think anymore.

JC students > poly students. They are so frigging smart, their brain capacity is like 78936535261 times larger, they are able to retain formulas from two years ago (for ns guys), they seem to know everything and they make me feel so stupid. Like a total retard. I feel like I don't fit in at all.

So here's to a miserable me for the next four years. However, thank god for Siew Tin.

I had oyster omelette and hcly today, Thursdays are one of the best days of the week.

Have a goooooooood Friday.