I really want time to stop now. Life has never been better and the past 4 sabbathical months were more or less perfect. I didn't have to study or worry about my grades, I could do what I like whenever I want to, sleep at ungodly hours, wake up only at mid afternoon yada yada yada. I've only got another 6 weeks till school officially starts. And a month till I move into hall. Why so fast ):

Looking at how bloody smart and competitive my coursemates are, scares the shit out of me. Between you and me, we all know what sort of gpa I had. And all those people come from schools like VJC, Hwa Chong etc. How to compete with standards like these )):

Omg I hate paper chasing. Stupid vicious cycle which never stops. It's a dog eat dog world out there, guess that doesn't leave me with any other options. Although I really wish I could just drop and leave everything behind, get married to some rich dude, be a tai tai and some jaded years later, I might just regret. Ahh I can't stand how shallow I am.

Alright it's almost past my regular dinner time, just wanted to pop by and update about my life so see you ^^