So this was what took place earlier this morning at NTU:

Prof Huan: So your name is Sarah Fang, Fang Zhi'En?

Me: Yes, good morning sir.

Prof Huan: Show me your transcript.

(proceeds to pass my transcript to him)

Prof Huan: You did very well for math. But why is it you do well for certain subjects and don't do well for some when they are pretty similar?

Me: (I smile damn widely at this point because I didn't know how to answer his question.)

The entire interview mainly consisted of me hemming and hawwing, nodding, going "mmm ahhh okay mmm ahhh" and asking him various questions about the course.

He even wrote down a list of books to buy what seniors to look for to get the books and told Siew Tin and I to come for the refresher course this coming June. I TELL YOU IF I NEVER GET IN, I AM GOING TO BE VVVVVV SAD BECAUSE HE REALLY MADE ME GET MY HOPES UP.

Ohh and I forgot to mention, we took about nearly 40 minutes to locate the School of Physical and Mathematical Science.

I wish I had someone or somewhere to run to, away from the things that hurt me the most.