8days late, but i am finally 18!

i think i've finally shed the last of my childishness. gone is my teenage agnst and now i've transcended to a new level of zen.
my heck-care attitude is starting to get to me, and now all i really want to do is to lounge around in bed eating crackers and sipping my favourite mango tea.
a pleasure which was stolen from me during the term tests.
eighteen, the age of in-between.
neither a teen nor an adult.
not innocent, not wise. just in existence and nothing more. and why would you want to be? explore the unknown, do things your parents always warned you against, and when it all comes crashing back into reality, blame it on your youth.

braces, high heels and push-up bras.boys.fast cars.alcohol and party nights with party lights.home.housework.washing up.shopping.bills.books.a balance of both.the zen.and your parents' fervent hope that you get sick of the former and work hard at the latter.
and when you get even older, you will find work and love.then make money and babies and a good home. then when your babies grow up and turn 18, they will start the cycle again.sigh.

anyway i've never had a better birthday and a million and one thank yous to all my lovely dear friends the bffflutd, winston, rose lee, mk, elie, bevin, nicole, derek, hong wee, jun liang, wan hui, wayne, aron, rathi, ash, xin chen, the pink cotten candy, vivian and many others who wished me via sms.
thank you so much for the suprise, for the presents and MORE IMPORTANTLY, just having fun with me.and for the braun epilator and ipl sessions(FINALLY), courtesy of the mother and moolah from e father.
this 18th couldn't be a better one without you guys.

and and my dearest bffflutd jess choo pei xuannn turned 18, 6 days after moi.
the whole suprise thing kinda failed terribly.wanted to go to timbre but the queue was too long and after waiting for what seemed like eons, changed to venue to chijmes and dined at the cosplay restaurant.
there were so many bloody ugly trannies and prostitutes trying to hook up rich fat sweaty ang mohs.damn gross yuck.
ohh crapz i forgot what i wanna say already, nevermind, just make do with the photos(:

































i feel this sudden urge to tell everyone how happy i am that i found such good friends like them.really.no kidding.i am just very...content that i have friends like them.we all gel very well, like stickysticky glue(: it's just so good when you know everyone's themselves around each other and there's no pretences.for a moment that day, i really felt glad.the time that all of them took to plan everything, even though they could be better off studying at home for the term tests.it's hard to describe that feeling but it was good.it's like everything went in slow motion and i took it all in.i know I'm being very sentimental and stuff but i seldom get to relish in such moments and i want to remember it.

















okay, photos from jess's birthday:
















































my very gorgeous of a bffflutd(:



the photo below was taken by me.


this was taken by marylimyanjun.

its proven that i make a much better photographer(:

good night and have a great week ahead yáll.