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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 4:36 pm
its make or break
i cannot believe that i'm spending the whole of this week and probably next week at home when there are a million nice things to do outside.
why? because i'm brokkkkeee and i need to start saving up moolah to go SHOPPING WITH XIU next thursday. the many million things that i've wanted to say: oh they're all quite randomly written by the way. i miss my favouritest clique, the pink cotten candy club.(HAHAHA WHAT A CORNY NAME I KNOW) it's so ironic how the people you're supposed to be close to are the people you see the least. it's been ages since we've last met up, though i always get to meet yanjun and xiu. all the plans we made when we were in secondary school, times where we laughed our asses off, the dumb cheating case, practicing for talent time, oh ya and remeber the time when i cried in class in sec 2, because the guys were disturbing me and i squeezed eye drop into clement's mouth? yanjun and her merlion act, xiu borrowing my markers during geog lessons, running around up and down to different classes in order to skip art period and making the teachers cry. haha those were the days. but when i think about it, like they do in the movies, even if you don't see your best friends for twenty years down the road, when you meet up you're still best friends and the friendship is still alive.i think it's something we should all hold close to our hearts. another thing i've long wanted to complain about. maybe some things will never be enough.or maybe i'll never be satisfied, because humans are made that way, right? something is always missing, something is always wrong.i seem to have this ability to find a flaw in everything.maybe it seems that i have unrealistic expectations, because i believe that all it takes is some thought and effort.or maybe it's because i have unrealistic expectations, that i don't notice the little things that makes a difference, because i choose to look and hope for something bigger. i just want to bite on an ice-cream cone, ride a bike to somewhere far and breezy, not think about anything and just breathe. i miss them MUCHMUCHMUCH luh. it hits me very hard how much your fitness can drop in a span of a couple of months.WHAT THE PIANG.need to start going to the gym, running and swimming at least once or twice a week.haha i'll try. i love and want an iphone. anyone nice enough to get me one? i hate my phone.its bloody cocked up.though i still can make and answer calls, i can't message or view any text cause all i see is a blank screen. sucks big time. |
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