MONDAYYY
rogue assassin was way good.
action packed and the plot was brilliant.
but the killing and all was gruesome, gory and sadistic.
i was covering my face with my hands throughout the whole killing session.
pasta mania+rogue assassin+nice company equals fabulous time spent.

what's wrong with being sad?
what's wrong with crying?
what's wrong with being open with our emotions and showing people our soft side, the person that we really are on the inside?
what's wrong with being afraid of something?
there's no shame in being afraid.
hell, we're all afraid.
what you got to do is figure out what you're afraid of,
because when you put a face on it, you can beat it.
better yet, you can use it.
it's okay to be sad.
it's alright to cry.
we'll just come back stronger than we were before.
you seem so tough on the outside.
you seem like the type that doesn't cry easily.
you take things within your stride.
but when you cried yesterday, all of us didn't know what to do.
it's like we're helpless or something.
i hope you'll feel better soon.
cheer up!
thank you for opening up and to tell me what went wrong (:

it's funny how things like these brings you closer to a person, you suddenly feel that you've understand and known the person for a long time.

i've just finish watching the first season of one tree hill
and man, that show is awesome.
i can't wait to watch season 2 later on, because tyler hilton's in it.
here's some of my favourite quotes from the show:

"Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be."

"I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to tell me that there is no one else out there you could ever be with, and that you would rather be alone than without me."

"do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives, or if the moments in our lives make us?"

"if you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you? and if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? or break the heart of another? would you choose an entirely different path? or would you change just one thing? just one moment. one moment that you always wanted back. "

"sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of our lives that you expect it to always be there. because you can't remember a time when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels raw, probably because it's so unfamiliar, then in that moment, you realize you're happy."

"Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways, but our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say, that could have saved someone we care about, especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way."



promise me one thing.
promise me you'll never ever fall in love with me.