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Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 10:16 am
Hiding in the darkness screaming out for love
CKT and math is over.
left HAP (tomorrow) and the much dreaded DFUND (friday). God,i've been pretty good these days, please let me get 2As and 2Bs please. no supp papers please please. samantha and i are thinking of getting a job during the holidays, which means canoeing will be sacrificed. i told JM about wanting to work and he said that they'll be discussing with coach this saturday during training. i pray so hard that he'll let us work. who doesn't want to earn some extra money? getting a job means more money to shop. and shopping makes me a very very happy bean. while studying last night,JM messaged me about surpassing my own abilities and something along that line. okay i mean who likes to be lagging at the back. i like speed and i want to be fast. when i say that she's faster than me, doesn't mean that i do not want to catch up and just lag behind what. i will prove you wrong brother, wait till that mentality of wanting to be fast and first, sets in, i'll make sure that i won't be lagging behind her back and that during my three years in canoe, i will no longer be behind her. till then, i'll have to train doubly hard. and don't forget your promise (: quick quick, i want time to fast forward to friday. it'll be the last day of this semester plus i get to see ningling. ages since we last went out :D will be meeting chrys later for gym and JM after that to swim. i need to take my mind off studying for just a while. the state my room and living room is just horrendous. books, papers and notes everywhere. ughh and to think that my maid will be leaving in around two weeks time, makes me feel so mad. time to be independent. yesterday i went to dig up one of those old movies, Love Actually. and i spent the afternoon watching it.alright, i studied at night. there was this scene which was touching.it spells sweetness. the guy did not expect anything in return. |
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