HAP was alright i suppose.
i just left one more paper to go.
YAY.

chrys says i have weird legs.
why?
because of my tann lines.its the outline of my running shorts.
time to go tanning(:

CKT and math is over.
left HAP (tomorrow) and the much dreaded DFUND (friday).

God,i've been pretty good these days,
please let me get 2As and 2Bs please.
no supp papers please please.

samantha and i are thinking of getting a job during the holidays,
which means canoeing will be sacrificed.
i told JM about wanting to work and he said that they'll be discussing with coach this saturday during training.
i pray so hard that he'll let us work.
who doesn't want to earn some extra money?
getting a job means more money to shop.
and shopping makes me a very very happy bean.

while studying last night,JM
messaged me about surpassing my own abilities and something along that line.
okay i mean who likes to be lagging at the back.
i like speed and i want to be fast.
when i say that she's faster than me, doesn't mean that i do not want to catch up and just lag behind what.
i will prove you wrong brother, wait till that mentality of wanting to be fast and first, sets in, i'll make sure that i won't be lagging behind her back and that during my three years in canoe, i will no longer be behind her.
till then, i'll have to train doubly hard.
and don't forget your promise (:

quick quick, i want time to fast forward to friday.
it'll be the last day of this semester plus i get to see ningling.
ages since we last went out :D

will be meeting chrys later for gym and JM after that to swim.
i need to take my mind off studying for just a while.
the state my room and living room is just horrendous.
books, papers and notes everywhere.
ughh and to think that my maid will be leaving in around two weeks time, makes me feel so mad.
time to be independent.
yesterday i went to dig up one of those old movies, Love Actually.
and i spent the afternoon watching it.alright, i studied at night.
there was this scene which was touching.it spells sweetness.
the guy did not expect anything in return.

met serena and samantha for gym this morning.
did three sets of bench press and all the other nonsense.
and now i'm getting more flat chested.
oh dammit.
lets all mourn.

anyway we headed to the library to study after showering.
we spent the entire afternoon studying our brains so dry.
bought all sorts of snacks such as pocky, hello panda, yanyan(the one that you dip into the chocolate cream), potato sticks to keep ourselves awake.
ahh.i don't want to put on any weight please.
what to do, girls are vain lahhh.
):
will be taking the CKT paper tomorrow at 7pm, wish me luck y'all.

screw dfund.
i tried doing the exam papers, but i simply don't know how to.
i don't even understand the concepts.
ughh.


my life is so utterly boring.
nevermind, just 7 days more.

studied with JM and weijie in the library yesterday.
was quite productive i must say.
spent the whole 3 hours practicing CKT.
those two guys made me laugh so hard.
kept telling me stupid jokes, but still i managed to complete 2 past year exam papers and 6 extra questions.
met vivian in the evening to study CKT again.
guess i'm more or less prepared.
a harberdasher week of tests ahead.
okay just 9 days more.
freedom smells so sweet(:

okay i've got to go.
meet JM for lunch and training after which.
woohoo i finally get to paddle again.

just two weeks more and i'll be a free person.
more shopping trips to town, late night outs, stay overs, chalets, mid night chats and makan outings to look forward to.

sometimes i really wonder why i'm so dumb and careless.
i lost my ezlink card yesterday.
how i lost it?
haha i have no idea.
it just disappeared from my wallet.
oh bummer.
and shinny, i'm so sorry for always making you wait for me at the bus stop whenever we meet to go training together.the poor guy always wait close to half an hour for me even though the bus stop is just a five minutes walk from my house.
i'm so sorry.i'll change this habit of mine.haha i'll try alright.

had cell group at my place yesterday,
met my favourite people, and it's great seeing them and all the catching up we had, was just so good.
i want to eat muffins, scones, cakes and all sorts of yummylicious pasteries.

it's funny how winston can almost know what i'm thinking.
he claims that he can read my mind.
which i think is so true.
oh dammit.
he's that silly ass who always makes me smile to myself whenever i look at the computer screen or at my phone.
i can't wait to have our east/west makan outings after my exams that is.

three reasons why i'm feeling annoyed:



1) bad day and annoying people.



2) my skin's getting worse.new pimples popping everyday.



3) and to you, you had to spoil my day by being such an ass.thank you very much, i so appreciate it.



but admist all these, i know i can always count on my friends.
i love my friends so much.they make me happy and they make me feel safe (:

whenever i receive kian shin's messages, they never seem to fail to put me into a laughing fit.
he's such a joker and his skin's way thicker than mine.
dude, self praise is no praise.

anyway, yesterday was winston's operation.
had to burn the extra vein on the left side of his heart.
the operation was a success but they found another extra vein, and it'll be worse this time round.
it's either another operation or medication.
the operation has a success rate of only 40%.
and medication doesn't gurrantee that the vein will disappear.
so it's quite risky.
poor guy.

why is life so vulnerable?


if only life was a game.
all the wonderful memories will be saved and i could do a play back whenever i wanted to.
or i could pause the whole process.
and if anything bad happens, i can just erase them and load in better stuff.
wouldn't that be nice?

haven't been blogging seriously, just putting up photos which mostly sums up my days so far.

i've just got darker because of yeterday's training.
10am to 2 plus in the afternoon.
how not to get dark, you tell me.
cabbed home after training, bathed and cabbed back to the interchange to meet vivian and jess to head to the indoor stadium for FOP.
met jun hao and the other guys and we queued up together.
FOP was alright, i guess.
wasn't that fantastic.
but i was somehow touched when don moen sang one of the songs.forgot which one though.
delirious was good as usual.

went to old airport road to makan after that.
sambal stingray, carrot cake, oyster egg, sugar cane juice, wanton mee, satay.
who says girls don't have a hearty appetite.
hahaha.

i feel that one day i'll just collapse from exhaustion.
totally exhausted at the end of this week.

note to self: time to start studying for sem exams.
no more procrastination.

okayokay.
i'm really tired.